Most SHOCKING and TERRIFYING day to change my perspectives on life forever.

I have not had the chance to update my blog for about a month or maybe longer...lots of things have happened.

BUT never thought id be updating with a post about Japan almost coming to an end.
I actually felt like today, with the earthquake marking it to be one of the top 5 biggest disasters of the world history, was the last of me.

the most terrifying feeling where i could not stop shivering out of fear and tears filling up....
not being able to go back home, i had been out, saved by Mie and other LeafCupoers to staying safe together for the whole nite and watching the news all nite....managed to stay awake for 29hours and making it home safely.

Still now top half of Japan is truly a dead marsh.......and never thought this would be coming.

We are still expecting 3 more of the big aftershocks within the next few days......but love to everyone and i will NEVER SAY "im gonna put it(this) off till tomorrow" for anything i do in life.

When its on my mind, go with it, go with the instinct, and fully live it.

love my friends back in CALI and never felt more relieved to be alive and thankful. prayers go out to everyone in Miyagi and Fukushima area.

RIEKO SAKAI 3.11.2011.